I just got off the phone wit' Uncle Marc.. I know kinda' weird cause like, I was just watching t.v. since I couldn't go to bed not knowing where the hell 'you' was and shit. Ganir called, Busto called, Pops too I think. But I didn't feel like answering since idk, I never felt like talking to anyone. Then when I saw 'Uncle Marc calling', idk I just felt like I HAD to answer! .. Then he was just asking idk, anykine questions, the usual about you know what.. No you don't know. But yeah, you know?! Haha. Well yeah, idk. I was just talking to him about how I felt about shit and yeah, he gave some pretty good advice. I felt like crying! so sad... Shit. It sucks when someone has to go tell you that you're making yourself look like an idiot.. Not being able to realize that on your own? Makes me feel so like, UGH omg. Whatever. What the fuck is this?! .... But yeah, Marc wasn't sure that I was going to remember everything he said but you know what, I DO. And I WILL remember because shit.... things make so much sense now. Like shit... I had my stupid eyes closed the whole time, and finally, he came and frickin' slapped me! Hahaha. Damn. I get it now. Omg. I love this! -- But chyeah.. I kinda' feel like things are gonna' be better.. Not just for me.... But for you too! But hey! We'll see where this goes.
Noow! I feel like I can go to bed wit' not much on my chest now. Lol.
Night<3
