"Fun and games are over for a while; you have some important issues to handle and time is running out. Fortunately, you are ready to do what is required, even if you have been stalling for a while. Don't worry about missing an enjoyable social gathering because you'll still have plenty of time to get together before the holidays."
Today... Yeah, today. I woke up and I had enough sleep last night that I had enough time to get ready in the morning witout' rushing! Thank God! I need those kinds of days atleast once a week. Haha. Well yeah. First period... Did oral interpretations. Lol. Me and April spoke in Elizabethan or whatevah' you called it so that we could get 2 free teenbiz's for next week :D Yay. Period 2, made Kimchi Bowl and ate while taking my test. Lunch, went to HYPE, watched a part of Dark night. I'm planning on watching the whole movie.... Lol. Since it came out today, idk I might watch it later on, on Movie6 if i'm bored. Period 3, had a sub. Did a worksheet, I felt so fucking tired -_-. Period 4, didn't really do anything. I just searched up stupid stuff on Urban Dictionary. Lol. So funnnn. Hahaha. Yeah.. Afterschool went to Genki wit' Aj. Caelyn and Char. then Nate them met up wit' us.. Then after that, Aj left to Borders so then we just alll went to Pops' house and talked stories, drove Nate's car. So erking. Hahahaha. Fuck. Whatever! Lol. Yeahhhh. Dropped off Char, then they dropped me, then Kellennn.
I notice that I've been seeing them everyday since Sunday. Hahaha. They're pretty fun! And yeah, they was plannin' about chillinnn on Friday again.. But i'm not really sure yet.
Idk I don't feel right anymore. Everything gets worser and worser every fucking day. I feel like giving up sometimes. I feel like there's nothing I can do about it. Even if there may be some things I could change, I just ... Idk its whatever to me already. Same shit happens every fucking day. IDK ANYMORE.
I don't need someone who'd shut me up.
I don't need someone to tell me I look stupid or ugly today.
I don't need someone to who'd stop being mean to me just because I started to "tear".
I don't need someone who would outsmart me and make me feel even stupider.
I don't need someone who would get all "salty" because of something that I DIDN'T do.
I don't need someone who would expect to be prioritized first before other things.
I don't need someone who always makes me wonder and keeps me confused 'n shit.
I don't need someone who feels like they have the power to control me.
I don't need someone to give me the meanest guilt trips over. What's done is done.
