Today was .. "Okay" I guess. But whatever. I got to eat Genki and got so full that I fuckin' felt like paluing. Hahaha. Shit. I woke up this morning and it wasn't even cold anymore!! That fucking sucks. But yeah, my dream was the shit. HAHAHAHA. >;] Bitch. My mom woke me up because we was supposed to catch the twelve o'clock mass but then ended up not going because my dad. And yeah. Today, fuck everyone's so fucking irritating. First my mom. Then my dad, then my frickin' brother, sister, EVERYONE!!!! Fuckkkkk. I think its almost my time of the month again. But whatever fuck it. I feel so sad right now... I feel like crying :'( This sucks mayneeee. When I was going home from Walmart, I found out that my Hello kitty scissors key chain thingy ain't sharp anymore! WTF. I only used it once on Gee's eye brows n they're dull ALREADY?! Wtf? No wayy? SHIT YOU!!! FUCK! I feel so shitty. I feel so fucking stupid. I feel like dying. Not to sound psycho or anything but yeah. FUCK..
A part of me wants to just.. Go. But a part of me wants to stay here WITH you. But I feel so stupid 'cause its like I just ain't good enough for you. And I'll never be good enough. I could NEVER face you when you're mad at me because I fucking hate it. I don't say anything because I don't want shit to get worse by me saying the wrong things. When I feel like saying something.. It never comes out. And when I feel like doing something, I don't do it. I don't know if there's something wrong with me or what!! Idk someone fucking help me! Damnnit! FUCK! FUSDCKSYOUFUCKYOU!
IM GONNA GO TO BED NOW. OR IDK DO SOMETHINGGGGGGG!
later
