Okay, so like... I just got home not too long ago from a funeral and i'm hella' bored.. So I decided that i should just blog! -- Since i have nothing else better to do. Haha.. I guess.
Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to just, disintegrate?
I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say.. I'm afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't.. But inside of me, there are words just waiting to burst out.. And tell you how I feel -- Like how I miss you. Despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life... And especially how much I want you. Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between, you occupy my mind. So practically every moment of my damn life as I live for the present, you're in my thoughts...
I know i've treated you bad, and you know you've done the same as well.. But see, thats why we've been taught how to forgive and hopefully forget. Even if it felt as bad as someone just had shot you. Sometimes if your lucky, you deserve a second chance to live and recover and just live your life as if that shit hadn't happened to you. -- As for me, I've recovered, and I'm gonna just gonna' pretend as if nothing had happened yo'.
Or in other words... I'M HELLLA' OVER IT!!
